Healing in Healthcare: Integrative Approach to Building Resilience in Providers & Patients

Presented to staff of SickKids hospital, as part of the Mindfulness & Compassion Rounds

Message from the organizer:

Note:  This is a very vital, sensitive, vulnerable, honest and emotional session of an adult recounting their healing journey post treatment. Some may find the presentation triggering. As a whole, we as a group felt it was important to share and to start to go deeper into the topic of healing a life; for all of us that give bedside care this is an important recounting.  This is Part One, we hope in the near future to present Part Two where she is today and how this has motivated her to support and heal others…and to bravely share her story.

Montana is a yoga and meditation teacher, guiding individuals facing health challenges to discover their inner wisdom and healing potential. As a former childhood cancer patient at SickKids, Montana's presentation will highlight how the absence of emotional, psychological, and spiritual dimensions in her treatment led to decades of mental and physical health challenges.

Through the design and implementation of an integrative approach to well-being for herself and her clients, she has found that patients access increased agency in healing, overcome hypervigilance and fear, and discover a sense of peace with their new-found identities and in their lives.

Montana strives to bridge the gap between biomedical and integrative healing for healthcare professionals and patients alike, recognizing that these tools must be accessible to everyone. Learn more about her practice and get in touch at: https://montanaskurka.com/

Montana Skurka is an OCT-certified Integrative Wellness Educator and yoga and meditation teacher with a Masters of Teaching degree from the University of Toronto specializing in mental health education. She has over ten years' experience coaching individuals and facilitating self-care groups, providing her students with tools and supports to access their innate healing potential. Montana's dedication to this therapeutic holistic work and the mind-body connection stems from her personal struggles navigating health crises throughout her childhood and young adulthood.

♾️ Inner Alchemy Healing

One-on-one support for individuals facing health challenges addressing the emotional, spiritual & mental dimensions of your journey

Drawing from my lived experience with disease & disorder, I offer you empathetic and personalized support

Through tailored meditation, restorative postures, Reiki and additional embodiment techniques, I guide individuals on a transformative journey, fostering relaxation, resilience and holistic sense of well being

Your body is wise beyond comprehension. I am here for you 🤍

Patients' Perspective: An Integrative Approach to IBD and Mental Health, Sexuality, Fertility and Family Planning

I was honoured to speak at the 2023 Multi-disciplinary Care for IBD Forum (MCIBD) from the perspective of both a patient and mental health practitioner. Please enjoy my talk below!

The Vicious Cycle

The unpredictability, uncertainty and chronic course of Inflammatory Bowel Disease can cause and/or exacerbate a wide range of psychological and interpersonal concerns in patients.

Patients with IBD experience emotional distress relating to factors such as loss of bowel control, impairment of body image, fear of sexual inadequacy, social isolation, fear of dependency, concern about not reaching one's full potential and fear of stigmatization.

There is a high prevalence of symptoms of anxiety and depression in patients with IBD

  • A third of patients affected by anxiety symptoms

  • A quarter affected by depression symptoms.

  • Prevalence was also increased in patients with active disease

  • Half met criteria for anxiety

  • A third met criteria for depression

  • Overall, women with IBD are more likely to have symptoms of anxiety and depression than men with IBD

What do you wish your doctors understood about how IBD impacts your mental health, sexuality, fertility and family planning?

"Sometimes I just want to be treated like a knowledgeable human being who's part of the conversation rather than simply being told what is best for me"

"It's difficult to convey to the doctor that I want help not just for my digestive system but also as a whole person with feelings. Pushing it off like some computer task that can just wait for weeks or months at a time makes me feel like I'm not important or even worth fixing... all of this is absolutely anguishing to mental health. Feeling like I can't do anything, like I'm completely exhausted, that I'm not worthy of being advocated for by my very own doctor"

"Just because I'm not a doctor doesn't mean I don't know what I'm talking about. And even if I didn't, my concerns and questions are still valid. Please please please stop treating patients like a problem to be solved. We are people. And we deserve to have a say in our bodies and our treatment plans"

"I wish Obgyn's would push for their patients to be seen by a GI when symptoms could be disease and not a side effect of pregnancy"

"Not taking fertility as important part of medical discussions. Not fully discussing options pre surgery to preserve fertility. Talk about how after pregnancy a flare can occur"

"How GI docs and Obgyns can communicate and collaborate better in regards to pregnancy planning and care while pregnant and after like breastfeeding"

Breaking Free of the Vicious Cycle: Integrative support for mind, body & soul

  • Yoga, meditation and breathwork

  • Self-compassion & gratitude practices

  • Peer support

  • Exploring connection to spirituality

  • Self-reflection, creative expression and connection with emotions through therapy and journaling

  • Dancing, singing, listening to music

  • Communing with nature

Chronic Illness and Mental Health: Breaking the Vicious Cycle

When we face a chronic illness, it does not just affect the specific body part in isolation.

Oftentimes, we face a myriad of physical, mental, emotional and social challenges, and our Western healthcare system lacks the resources to guide us through this challenging time.

This is why it is so important for us to educate ourselves and learn how to break the vicious cycle, feeling empowered in our own care.

In this presentation, I outline my personal story and share tools and resources to help you navigate your way to health and wellness.

Thank you for listening, and I would love to hear from you!

Moving Beyond the Patient Identity: My Journey with Chronic & Mental Health Challenges

I had the opportunity recently to speak with medical professionals across Canada about what it is like to live with a chronic illness, specifically Inflammatory Bowel Disease. I began facing serious health crises when I was a young child, and they continued in different forms throughout my teens and twenties. Throughout this time, I have greatly struggled not only with painful symptoms and sometimes even more painful treatments - but also the emotional, mental and spiritual toll of living as a patient.

I am on an ongoing journey to heal these wounds and grow out of my former identity as a passive victim of circumstances. Here is my message for healthcare providers and patients alike, to become allies and empowered in our own care.

Resilience and Self-Advocacy for Patients with Chronic Illness

This is a presentation I gave at Mount Sinai Hospital in Toronto at an educational event which provides peer support for individuals with Crohn's disease and ulcerative colitis.

I speak about the emotional dimensions of chronic illness, and IBD in particular, which are often overlooked when medical care is considered and can greatly interfere with our inner resilience. After delving into the psychological issues often faced by patients, I provide tools and techniques to increase resilience in the face of these obstacles. I then go on to give some tips that have helped me advocate for myself and other patients within the healthcare system.

 

What Every Patient Needs to Know ~ The Emotional Impact of Chronic Illness

A panel discussion with myself and fellow chronic illness advocates Rasheed Clarke and Jenna Rines.

In this clip I answer the following questions:

- Were mental health challenges something that you dealt with before you were diagnosed with inflammatory bowel disease, or did they come with the onset of your symptoms?

- When did you notice that your mental health was taking a hit?

 

In this clip, Rasheed, Jenna and I discuss what can be done when someone with a mental health issue is not being taken seriously by the healthcare system and the importance of patient self-advocacy.

 

In this clip, Rasheed, Jenna and I discuss the mind body connection and how it relates to living with inflammatory bowel disease. We speak about the difficulty of separating the emotional and physical impacts of chronic illness, barriers in communication with medical professionals and how to practice self care in the midst of the 'vicious cycle' of illness.

 

In this clip, Rasheed, Jenna and I discuss the immense difficulties chronic and mental health patients face when trying to speak out about their experiences. We talk about how stigma, shame, guilt and isolation keeps patients silent. We then discuss how caregivers and medical professionals can best support us, and the importance of active listening.

 

In this clip, Rasheed, Jenna and I discuss the best ways for caregivers and medical professionals to lend support to those suffering from chronic and mental health challenges, the benefits of active listening skills and the value of patient advocates. We also speak about the overlooked vital role of the caregiver, and why it is so important for caregivers to seek support.

The Quality of Life

The Diagnosis

The month leading up to my diagnosis of ulcerative colitis was not pretty. I was seventeen years old and had just returned home from visiting my grandparents in Florida over the Christmas holiday. I began experiencing intense abdominal cramping that became increasingly painful. I found myself running to the washroom more and more times each day. I was quickly losing energy. I couldn’t seem to find the strength to get out of bed, and the only other place I would frequent was the washroom. I began just staying in the washroom, since it became too difficult to travel back and forth from my bed. I tried to tell myself and everyone around me that I was fine, but I could no longer deny that something was seriously wrong. When I saw blood in my stool, that was the last straw, and I went to the hospital emergency room. 

When I finally received the diagnosis, I was relieved. I did not care what was causing my symptoms, I just needed them to end. The medical professionals discovered that the lining of my colon was inflamed and ulcerated. I was treated with a high dose of intravenous steroids, which quickly worked to repair the damage. I could finally breathe again. As I began to feel better, it was as though I was waking up after a natural disaster that had shaken me to my core. I had to assess the damage and understand this new world around me that was fundamentally different than the one I inhabited just a few weeks earlier. 

I now had a chronic illness. 

An insidious invisible disease that has no cure. I was given medication and told to take it each day, from now on. If only it had been that easy. I did not know what this diagnosis meant for me or my life. I was hungry for knowledge. I wanted to learn everything I could about inflammatory bowel disease and what was in store for me. I did not receive any answers to my questions. My fear and hopelessness quickly increased. 

That was how I found myself reading a medical pamphlet in the doctor’s office waiting room that stated that although one’s quantity of life is not affected by inflammatory bowel disease, the quality of a person’s life is decreased by this disease. Reading that statement honesty broke me. I don’t know how else to describe it. I could not stop thinking about it. I had been desperate for information about how my life would be affected by ulcerative colitis, and what I had learned was that it would be worse. 

There was no reassurance offered. No comfort or support during this dark time. Just the cold hard facts - my life as I knew it had come to an end.

Healthcare increases suffering when the ‘care’ is left out. 

Medical professionals in the modern western world are well equipped for the biomedical aspects of care, but the challenges of understanding and responding appropriately to the psychological, social and cultural dimensions of illness and health need to be addressed. Healthcare increases suffering when the emotional impacts of illness and disease are ignored. Healthcare increases suffering when the way that a patient receives devastating news is not considered important. Our bodies and minds are not separate, so why does our medical system treat us as though they are? 

Human beings can endure unimaginable hardship. But we need each other for support and guidance. We need to believe that others care about us and our welfare. We need to feel that there is hope in the darkness. That we are not alone. With this simple thing, we are unstoppable.

Ben's Story: Dependence from Prescribed Opioid Use

This story emerged from research I presented at the Canadian Collaborative Mental Health Care Conference and was written as a guest blog post for the Addiction Assessment Psychotherapy Referral in Community of Toronto (AAPRICOT).

Each person who has faced addiction is an individual with unique life experiences and challenges that led them to seek solace in their substance of choice. We often hear about the devastation caused by addiction and dependence in the news with startling statistics. Behind these statistics are the personal stories of courageous individuals fighting battles we don’t always see.
 
Often these stories begin with pain. Many people live with chronic pain for a number of reasons. One group of people who face this complex issue are the 250 000 Canadians living with Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD). Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis, the two main forms of IBD, are autoimmune diseases that cause the body to attack itself and leads to inflammation of the gastrointestinal tract.
 
Abdominal pain is a common symptom of Crohn’s and colitis and is caused by intestinal inflammation, partial blockages and gut distention. There is no cure, no known cause, and little public understanding of the pain with which IBD patients must face on a frequent basis. Since there are so few options for the effective relief of this pain, many individuals with IBD are prescribed various forms of opioids while experiencing a flare-up of disease activity.
 
Ben’s story illustrates how this difficulty affects people’s lives. Ben is a Canadian in his thirties who has been living with ulcerative colitis since he was sixteen years old. As he has gotten older, the symptoms of his disease have increased in severity. Last year, Ben was very sick with a flare-up and was in unrelenting pain. He was losing weight at a rapid pace and was losing a dangerous amount of blood. Eventually, Ben was rushed to the Emergency Room where he was put on a high concentration of the injectable form of dilaudid, an opioid analgesic used to treat severe pain. He was relieved that the pain had finally began to subside.
 
Ben was quickly admitted to the hospital, and remained hospitalized for three weeks. For the entirety of his stay at the hospital he received an injection of dilaudid every three hours, whether day or night. Ben was not told about the risk of addiction, or given any information about the side effects of the medication that he had chosen to take to relieve his pain. By the third week, Ben had developed a physiological dependence on the opioids he was taking without being educated or made aware this would happen. He was never provided with any alternatives to this situation, and therefore was not able to make an informed choice about his treatment plan.
 
In order to leave the hospital, Ben made the decision to stop this pain relieving medication ‘cold turkey’ and quickly began experiencing excruciating symptoms of withdrawal. He experienced full body shaking, debilitating nausea, profuse sweating and an overall terrible feeling for about 24 hours. Ben developed Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) from this hospitalization experience, and suffers from PTSD symptoms to this day. Ben has not received any support from his medical team for the psychological ramifications of this ordeal.
 
Despite the fact that this experience has left him with lasting trauma, Ben considers himself lucky. He is currently taking a biologic medication that is controlling the symptoms of his IBD and is no longer taking opioids for pain relief. Ben knows that many patients like himself are prescribed opioids and are never able to overcome the dependence, tolerance and addiction that is subsequently developed. He is now aware of the fact that opioid use, even taken as prescribed, can lead to dependency and various problems for individuals.  For individuals vulnerable to addiction who are prescribed opioids for chronic pain, the risk of addiction increases.
 
Ben is not alone; his story reflects a general trend. Research has found that among patients with IBD, opioid prescriptions tripled during a recent 20-year period. Unsurprisingly, heavy use of strong opioids among this patient group was a significant predictor of all-cause mortality. Another alarming study noted that Opioid Use Disorder (OUD) - related diagnoses are increasing among IBD patients. At one of the clinics studied, chronic use of opioid medications used by IBD patients to manage abdominal pain was “alarmingly high”.
 
What do we do for patients who live with pain? How do we treat them without fostering dependency and addiction? This is a grave issue that we must contend with in order to effectively address the opioid epidemic. Patients and healthcare professionals must work together to overcome these challenges. It is imperative that patients are provided with all of the relevant information regarding their treatment options, and that we begin to expand the options available for relieving pain. Connection is the cure. 
 

References: 
 
Burr, Nicholas E., et al. “Increasing Prescription of Opiates and Mortality in Patients With Inflammatory Bowel Diseases in England.” Clinical Gastroenterology and Hepatology, vol. 16, no. 4, 2018, doi:10.1016/j.cgh.2017.10.022.
 
Cohen-Mekelburg, Shirley, et al. “The Impact of Opioid Epidemic Trends on Hospitalised Inflammatory Bowel Disease Patients.” Journal of Crohn's and Colitis, 2018, doi:10.1093/ecco-jcc/jjy062.
 
Susman, Ed. “Chronic Opioid Use High Among IBD Patients.” Medpage Today, MedpageToday, 20 Jan. 2018, www.medpagetoday.com/meetingcoverage/ccc/70645.

Overcoming the Stigma of Inflammatory Bowel Disease

What is Inflammatory Bowel Disease?

Inflammatory Bowel Disease (IBD) describes a group of conditions, the two main forms of which are Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis. It is an autoimmune disease that causes the body to attack itself, leading to the inflammation of all or part of the gastrointestinal tract.

Approximately 10 million people worldwide have IBD, including 250 000 in Canada. One Canadian is newly diagnosed with IBD every hour. 

There is no cure, no known cause, and little public understanding of the pain and chronic suffering with which IBD patients cope every day of their lives.

What is stigma?

Stigma is a Greek word that originally referred to a type of marking that was cut or burned into the skin of slaves, criminals or traitors in order to visibly identify them. These individuals were to be avoided, particularly in public places. The influential sociologist Erving Goffman explained stigma as a process by which the reaction of others spoils normal identity. People who have been stigmatized feel as though they are transforming from a whole person to an undesirable and tainted person.

Stigma and IBD

In a recent study of patients with IBD, 84% perceived stigma from their peers, significant others, colleagues and physicians. Several more studies confirm that people living with Crohn's and colitis have great concerns about how others see them, feel different than others, feel a great deal of shame associated with their disease, and feel discredited, including by medical providers. 

It can be difficult for those who are not living with an invisible and chronic illness to comprehend the extent to which it can interfere with a person’s life and sense of self. It is common for patients to report that their loved ones and doctors do not adequately understand or validate their experiences. Therefore, most patients living with IBD do not disclose their illness to others. They feel embarrassed and ashamed of their symptoms. This often leads to social withdrawal and isolation. 

Patients with IBD often feel misunderstood, because there is so little public knowledge of this disease. Many people confuse it with irritable bowel syndrome or celiac disease. Patients report that people believe that they are exaggerating their symptoms, or do a quick Google search and attempt to offer them advice on something that these patients have been grappling with for years. The truth is that we do not know what causes IBD to develop. Currently, researchers believe that Crohn’s and colitis are caused by a combination of genetics, environmental factors and abnormal immune system responses. There is no known cure at this time. This confusion leads to stigma. 

Individuals with IBD often face negative attitudes from employers. Academic and school settings also present many challenges for youth diagnosed with Crohn’s and colitis. In one study, 50% of students reported that their teachers were unsympathetic towards their illness. 

Being stigmatized by ones peers, doctors, employers and teachers is devastating. But something that is even more detrimental is when patients begin to stigmatize themselves. Internalized stigma occurs when a patient incorporates these stigmatizing beliefs and attitudes into one’s sense of self. Rather than rejecting them as false, oftentimes patients apply these negative attitudes and stereotypes to themselves. They begin to blame themselves for their symptoms and illness. Patients believe that they are damaged, tainted, and no longer valuable members of society.

Stigma causes people to feel ashamed for something that is out of their control, and prevents people from seeking the help they need. For a group of people who already carry such a heavy burden, stigma is an unacceptable addition to their pain. Stigma experienced by IBD patients is associated with many negative outcomes, including: increases in psychological distress, decreases in quality of life, reduced medication adherence and decreased self-esteem. Our physical and mental health gets worse when we are stigmatized, either by others or by ourself.

How to Overcome Stigma

This paints a pretty grim picture, but there is hope! The first step to fighting against stigma is educating yourself and others. Learn more about what it is like to live with Crohn’s and colitis - physically, mentally and emotionally. If you are a patient and feel comfortable doing so, speak to others about your experience with IBD. Spread awareness by courageously sharing your story and struggles with others. Another way to fight stigma is to encourage equality between ‘physical’ and ‘mental’ illness. The truth is that our health and well-being cannot be neatly divided into these two categories. Speak out about all forms of stigma and discrimination whenever you get the opportunity.

Another important step to combating stigma is to notice if you stigmatize yourself for your disease and symptoms. It is incredibly important to learn how to value and care for yourself. If you notice that self-stigma is creating self-doubt and shame, seek help from loved ones or a mental health professional. It is very easy to allow this disease to control your life and to fall into social withdrawal and isolation. However, there are many resources available to you; never stop advocating for yourself and your needs. Fighting against internalized stigma is difficult work, but it is worth it. I encourage you to choose empowerment over shame, and never allow this disease to dictate how you feel about yourself. You are more than this disease. You are valuable and whole.